Larry Ricksen Larry Ricksen

The Boat In the Backyard

Sometimes the most ordinary things become vessels for God’s deepest lessons. For Michael Spencer, a small aluminum fishing boat sitting in his family’s backyard became a lasting symbol of his father’s love, his own childhood resentment, and dreams that were never fulfilled. As a boy, Spencer couldn’t understand why his father was so different from other fathers. Only years later, through the eyes of faith and maturity, would he begin to see the depression, fear, and brokenness that had shaped his father’s life, and the love that had been present even when his father could not express it.

“The Boat in the Backyard” is ultimately more than a story about depression or a complicated father-son relationship. It is a story about living in a broken world and discovering that God’s grace meets us in the places where life has left wounds . . .

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Larry Ricksen Larry Ricksen

When I Am Weak

Several years ago I stumbled on a blog hosted by Michael Spencer (1956–2010), known online as the Internet Monk. He was a Southern Baptist minister, campus chaplain, teacher, and later a highly influential Christian blogger whose authenticity helped thousands of people struggling in their faith journey. In this powerful essay Michael invites us to consider a truth that is both humbling and deeply comforting: our weakness is not an obstacle to God's grace. Rather it is often the place where His grace is most visible. Rather than hiding our struggles or pretending we have it all together, Michael encouraged us to bring our whole selves to Christ, trusting that His strength is made perfect, not in our success, but in our need . . .

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